Until the day i die,

I can't get to sleep. Been thinking so much. Can somebody just fucking talk to me, console me? I'll be very thankful to you. You can choose not to continue reading, a wordy post i assumed.

It's god damn difficult to make a choice between, One i love the most in the past and one that i love now. Create a false story to make the both of them hates me so much. In fact, only one of them. I'm such a heartbreaker. If there's a chance to talk things out, explain everything clearly, i definitely will... And, don't fucking treat me like i'm nobody to you, not even a friend. I've got feelings too. I don't feel good at all being treated like this...

I'm a failure when comes to love. I lose the game...

It's getting late. I got to sleep now. Sleep tight my dear. Take great care.